These lies are leading me astray
This hate is burning me away
So blind and hurt all this time
Hell it might as well be a crime
After living through this life
Knowing not what is wrong or right
To suffer through this eternal strife
Just chasing an unreachable light
Living under false ideals
Thoughts clouded with opinions not yours
Just feeding all the hate more meals
Knocking on closed and dark doors
All I can feel is this pain
All I can taste is my blood
All I see is those slain
All I can do is lie in the mud
Is this how it was meant to be?
Left with no one to hear my plea
Am I meant to burn to ashes?
The sky darkens and cr
I don't know if I'm still alive
If this is goodbye
All I've done is try
All I've done is lie
I don't think I can rest in peace
I can't find eternal bliss
All the pain does is increase
All the voices do is hiss
They just lie and lie to me
They think they can control
They think they can tell me what to be
But they can never destroy my soul
My heart is aching for a chance
A way to show them all
It's time to take a stance
I can't just be shoved down and fall
I have to be all I can be
What defines me as a person
Nothing can stop me
Am I just an arson?
One who burns down and fades into the ashes?
I can't stay like this
I can't